Lyrics

Carve myself to deformity
Make a mockery of creation
Then I beg for you
To complete my self
loathing fantasy
I dream of
All despising me
Further I let you in
Deeper the reach of the blade
The worst manifested
Deepest fears become reality
Captive of my demons
Prison of self I am trapped
I dream of
All despising me
Further I let you in
Deeper the reach of the blade
Longing for
Your infliction
Judge and jury
Toward myself
My love, my dear
Let it be you
My executioner
My guilt and shame devour
On my knees, placing the knife in your palm
For my own amusement
My punitive desire
Now I call my endgame
Demons won, they laugh
The match blew out before the spark could light
Everyone leaves, I told her
Take the knife, pierce it here
Through the chest
Carve the flesh the tissue
Mutilation, I implore
Inflict this torture unto me
Complete this punitive desire